你是特地的吗？
还是对每个人都一样？
还是只对特别的人抛这眼神？
还是我想太多？
那一秒，有想误会的冲动。
那一秒，有想忘记这两个月所发生的事。
超熟悉的。四年前在那楼梯口碰面，用一样的眼神，微笑着。
幸好现实把我拉回来。
但是我选择了对你说谎
是不想把现在的情况 复杂化。
对不起
7/9/11
3/4/11
Got ready,
Why do we blink?
I wish that we don't need to blink simply because
time flies when we blink.
It's March.
and I am scared
**I don't really enjoy my teenage life with loads of homework and tuition classes. I think i should stop some tuition classes and some activities in school before i gone mad.
uhg, why am i forcing myself to go to tuition? SPM is NOTHING actually.
But in order to escape to my dream land, I have to get 10As.**
Damn it, I keep repeating these sentences in my head almost everyday
I wish that we don't need to blink simply because
time flies when we blink.
It's March.
and I am scared
**I don't really enjoy my teenage life with loads of homework and tuition classes. I think i should stop some tuition classes and some activities in school before i gone mad.
uhg, why am i forcing myself to go to tuition? SPM is NOTHING actually.
But in order to escape to my dream land, I have to get 10As.**
Damn it, I keep repeating these sentences in my head almost everyday
1/19/11
There is a lot of incomplete drafts inside!! OMG i know i should have post it out. Anyway, this is the new one, and i promised myself to post it out even it is incomplete.
3rd week of school and i believed every Form 5s are working hard, hell
I AM 17!! The climax of teenage life.
But why is the climax full of books and studies and exams and facebook and..?
because it is supposed to be like this. I guess.
Waking up at 5.45am go to school at 6.40am come back home at 8.30pm every wednesday is so freaking tiring. But I keep reminding myself that The pain is only temporary but the benefits last forever. There is only 11 months to go, then i can drive i can drink xD wow syoknya!
BTW it 11.05 am now, i haven had my breakfast yet!! starvinggggggggggg
3rd week of school and i believed every Form 5s are working hard, hell
I AM 17!! The climax of teenage life.
But why is the climax full of books and studies and exams and facebook and..?
because it is supposed to be like this. I guess.
Waking up at 5.45am go to school at 6.40am come back home at 8.30pm every wednesday is so freaking tiring. But I keep reminding myself that The pain is only temporary but the benefits last forever. There is only 11 months to go, then i can drive i can drink xD wow syoknya!
BTW it 11.05 am now, i haven had my breakfast yet!! starvinggggggggggg
11/28/10
HELL
oh damn..
Flu, sore throats and fever found me.
Friday, Saturday and Sunday were so crabby.
Tissues are my best friend, medicine couldn't let go of me, like I've been hell.
Oops, H1N1?
Please, it's not okay? =.=
Flu, sore throats and fever found me.
Friday, Saturday and Sunday were so crabby.
Tissues are my best friend, medicine couldn't let go of me, like I've been hell.
Oops, H1N1?
Please, it's not okay? =.=
11/11/10
Surprise!!
Whao, I would say, that was my happiest birthday party I have ever had in my life.
Thank you people, thank you very much.
I know this is late for me to post this out, but till today, the happiness still remains unchanged.
hmm, How should I put this in?
We had dinner together at Secret Recipe.
Well, you people don't like Secret Recipe much, do you? HAHA anyway, I had my best chicken cordon blue there.
After the meal, we went to the park, and uh...what usually happens in the park? OMG, we were like a child. Luckily it didn't last very long, we left to have ice cream.
Wan qi's phone rang at this time.
Adeline and me knew that she was not speaking to her brother or mom by using that ''soft tone''. I guessed she is speaking to her friend or someone else, who cares anyway?
''Fu Yen, I've got a surprise for you leh!!'' said wan qi.
''You know that guy?'' pointing to a very familiar stranger.
OH my god. That was my Ex senior, why would he be there? I thought he was supposed to be in his university, probably sleeping or dating with his book?
LOL, a really big surprise for me.
Thank you for coming anyway. =D
But there was a long silent between us, felt sorry about that, because we haven't seen each other for long time, under such situation, well couldn't think of what to say.... sorry =(
And then, feel like the boredom is there to find us, so I decided to end the ''party''.
Thank you people, thank you very much.
I know this is late for me to post this out, but till today, the happiness still remains unchanged.
hmm, How should I put this in?
We had dinner together at Secret Recipe.
Well, you people don't like Secret Recipe much, do you? HAHA anyway, I had my best chicken cordon blue there.
After the meal, we went to the park, and uh...what usually happens in the park? OMG, we were like a child. Luckily it didn't last very long, we left to have ice cream.
Wan qi's phone rang at this time.
Adeline and me knew that she was not speaking to her brother or mom by using that ''soft tone''. I guessed she is speaking to her friend or someone else, who cares anyway?
''Fu Yen, I've got a surprise for you leh!!'' said wan qi.
''You know that guy?'' pointing to a very familiar stranger.
OH my god. That was my Ex senior, why would he be there? I thought he was supposed to be in his university, probably sleeping or dating with his book?
LOL, a really big surprise for me.
Thank you for coming anyway. =D
But there was a long silent between us, felt sorry about that, because we haven't seen each other for long time, under such situation, well couldn't think of what to say.... sorry =(
And then, feel like the boredom is there to find us, so I decided to end the ''party''.
9/25/10
The Reason
Life, is actually a piece of
Blank Paper.
And everybody is a author of their life.
We have different kind of handwriting, different kind of plot, different kind of stories, different kind of characters... bla bla bla
What really matters is how would you write it.
Every words that you put in, there is a reason behind.
I have been wanting my life to be uber colourful. (Thanks to Adeline for teaching me 'uber'.)
I have a dream of studying or working aboard.
If I get there, that's the starting of my climax.
Well, I know it is impossible for me to studying aboard right after my SPM because my parents couldn't afford to pay for it.
I know the only way the get there is to get scholarship.
I found out that's the reason why I woke up 4 in the morning, just to study.
Blank Paper.
And everybody is a author of their life.
We have different kind of handwriting, different kind of plot, different kind of stories, different kind of characters... bla bla bla
What really matters is how would you write it.
Every words that you put in, there is a reason behind.
I have been wanting my life to be uber colourful. (Thanks to Adeline for teaching me 'uber'.)
I have a dream of studying or working aboard.
If I get there, that's the starting of my climax.
Well, I know it is impossible for me to studying aboard right after my SPM because my parents couldn't afford to pay for it.
I know the only way the get there is to get scholarship.
I found out that's the reason why I woke up 4 in the morning, just to study.
9/24/10
''Friday, September 24, 2010''
What was shown when my mouse was pointing at the lower right corner of screen was this.
I have planned to read newspaper everyday,
I have planned to do revision,
I have planned to jog in the park every evening.
But nothing's done. Great.
Because the so-called perfect right time to start all these didn't came.
I didn't know where to start and finally, I lost all my time. I let it all slipped by.
A good plan doesn't mean it works out exactly the way you want it to be, if you don't start.
It's so late and I have to go to bed because tomorrow is a school day!
What was shown when my mouse was pointing at the lower right corner of screen was this.
I have planned to read newspaper everyday,
I have planned to do revision,
I have planned to jog in the park every evening.
But nothing's done. Great.
Because the so-called perfect right time to start all these didn't came.
I didn't know where to start and finally, I lost all my time. I let it all slipped by.
A good plan doesn't mean it works out exactly the way you want it to be, if you don't start.
It's so late and I have to go to bed because tomorrow is a school day!
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