被感动 之追梦篇

终于
我跟五迷们一起追梦了。
好新鲜哦 在电影院看演唱会。
管它新不新鲜 反正就是没看过演唱会。
跟自己约定，下一次不再是电影院，
而是到现场 疯狂地跟着唱，跟着跳，跟着high翻天。
我不理啦！

在电影院里，明明就很想大大声地用力跟着唱！
可是那是电影院啦！尊重他人是基本礼貌，没办法 =(
只好在心里喊，喊到内伤，唉。Pathetic.

我不理我不理我不理我就是不理
演唱会现场见！

被感动 之梦想篇

不知道哪一天哪一秒哪一种心情上了youtube

五月天

成了我的目标。

然后再也不是youtube

而是下载了一个又一个不同版本的专辑

真的有够疯狂

我觉得是受了朋友的强烈影响

感觉像被洗脑

竟然爱上一直以来都抗拒的摇滚

抗拒 是因为不喜欢睡觉前听到那电吉他所发出的 “噪音”

抗拒 是因为不爽它的乱！

抗拒 是因为只喜欢抒情的音乐

但是 还是谢谢他们让我有理由爱上摇滚

爱上 是因为被他们音乐里的故事给感动。

爱上 是因为感受到他们对音乐的执着

爱上 是因为他们让我有坚持的理由

爱上 是因为 温柔，倔强 和 知足 所带来的感动

爱上 是因为他们有让我high起来！

从歌词里我找回当初的热情

对梦想的执著。

人生哪，有多少个十年？

要颠，要疯，要梦

不是现在等以后啊？

明天又会有多遥远

现实有会有多残酷

你永远不知道

我唯一知道的是

现实就是爱唱反调

对不起你吹我不起

因为我有的是梦想

只有自己才能决定自己的DNA

眼神

你就真的 非用那种眼神不可吗？

你是特地的吗？

还是对每个人都一样？

还是只对特别的人抛这眼神？

还是我想太多？

那一秒，有想误会的冲动。

那一秒，有想忘记这两个月所发生的事。

超熟悉的。四年前在那楼梯口碰面，用一样的眼神，微笑着。

幸好现实把我拉回来。

但是我选择了对你说谎

是不想把现在的情况 复杂化。

对不起

Got ready,

Why do we blink?
I wish that we don't need to blink simply because
time flies when we blink.

It's March.
and I am scared

**I don't really enjoy my teenage life with loads of homework and tuition classes. I think i should stop some tuition classes and some activities in school before i gone mad.
uhg, why am i forcing myself to go to tuition? SPM is NOTHING actually.
But in order to escape to my dream land, I have to get 10As.**

Damn it, I keep repeating these sentences in my head almost everyday

There is a lot of incomplete drafts inside!! OMG i know i should have post it out. Anyway, this is the new one, and i promised myself to post it out even it is incomplete.

3rd week of school and i believed every Form 5s are working hard, hell
I AM 17!! The climax of teenage life.
But why is the climax full of books and studies and exams and facebook and..?
because it is supposed to be like this. I guess.

Waking up at 5.45am go to school at 6.40am come back home at 8.30pm every wednesday is so freaking tiring. But I keep reminding myself that The pain is only temporary but the benefits last forever. There is only 11 months to go, then i can drive i can drink xD wow syoknya!

BTW it 11.05 am now, i haven had my breakfast yet!! starvinggggggggggg

HELL

oh damn..
Flu, sore throats and fever found me.
Friday, Saturday and Sunday were so crabby.
Tissues are my best friend, medicine couldn't let go of me, like I've been hell.

Oops, H1N1?
Please, it's not okay? =.=

Surprise!!

Whao, I would say, that was my happiest birthday party I have ever had in my life.
Thank you people, thank you very much.
I know this is late for me to post this out, but till today, the happiness still remains unchanged.
hmm, How should I put this in?

We had dinner together at Secret Recipe.
Well, you people don't like Secret Recipe much, do you? HAHA anyway, I had my best chicken cordon blue there.
After the meal, we went to the park, and uh...what usually happens in the park? OMG, we were like a child. Luckily it didn't last very long, we left to have ice cream.

Wan qi's phone rang at this time.
Adeline and me knew that she was not speaking to her brother or mom by using that ''soft tone''. I guessed she is speaking to her friend or someone else, who cares anyway?

''Fu Yen, I've got a surprise for you leh!!'' said wan qi.
''You know that guy?'' pointing to a very familiar stranger.

OH my god. That was my Ex senior, why would he be there? I thought he was supposed to be in his university, probably sleeping or dating with his book?
LOL, a really big surprise for me.
Thank you for coming anyway. =D

But there was a long silent between us, felt sorry about that, because we haven't seen each other for long time, under such situation, well couldn't think of what to say.... sorry =(

And then, feel like the boredom is there to find us, so I decided to end the ''party''.