11/28/10

HELL

oh damn..
Flu, sore throats and fever found me.
Friday, Saturday and Sunday were so crabby.
Tissues are my best friend, medicine couldn't let go of me, like I've been hell.

Oops, H1N1?
Please, it's not okay? =.=

11/11/10

Surprise!!

Whao, I would say, that was my happiest birthday party I have ever had in my life.
Thank you people, thank you very much.
I know this is late for me to post this out, but till today, the happiness still remains unchanged.
hmm, How should I put this in?

We had dinner together at Secret Recipe.
Well, you people don't like Secret Recipe much, do you? HAHA anyway, I had my best chicken cordon blue there.
After the meal, we went to the park, and uh...what usually happens in the park? OMG, we were like a child. Luckily it didn't last very long, we left to have ice cream.

Wan qi's phone rang at this time.
Adeline and me knew that she was not speaking to her brother or mom by using that ''soft tone''. I guessed she is speaking to her friend or someone else, who cares anyway?

''Fu Yen, I've got a surprise for you leh!!'' said wan qi.
''You know that guy?'' pointing to a very familiar stranger.

OH my god. That was my Ex senior, why would he be there? I thought he was supposed to be in his university, probably sleeping or dating with his book?
LOL, a really big surprise for me.
Thank you for coming anyway. =D

But there was a long silent between us, felt sorry about that, because we haven't seen each other for long time, under such situation, well couldn't think of what to say.... sorry =(

And then, feel like the boredom is there to find us, so I decided to end the ''party''.

9/25/10

The Reason

Life, is actually a piece of
Blank Paper.

And everybody is a author of their life.
We have different kind of handwriting, different kind of plot, different kind of stories, different kind of characters... bla bla bla
What really matters is how would you write it.
Every words that you put in, there is a reason behind.

I have been wanting my life to be uber colourful. (Thanks to Adeline for teaching me 'uber'.)
I have a dream of studying or working aboard.
If I get there, that's the starting of my climax.
Well, I know it is impossible for me to studying aboard right after my SPM because my parents couldn't afford to pay for it.
I know the only way the get there is to get scholarship.

I found out that's the reason why I woke up 4 in the morning, just to study.

9/24/10

''Friday, September 24, 2010''
What was shown when my mouse was pointing at the lower right corner of screen was this.

I have planned to read newspaper everyday,
I have planned to do revision,
I have planned to jog in the park every evening.

But nothing's done. Great.
Because the so-called perfect right time to start all these didn't came.
I didn't know where to start and finally, I lost all my time. I let it all slipped by.
A good plan doesn't mean it works out exactly the way you want it to be, if you don't start.

It's so late and I have to go to bed because tomorrow is a school day!

8/18/10

Is this true?

We FALL in love.
It is something we can't control, that's why we called it as ''Fall''.
You can't avoid falling down when you accidentally kicked a rock, can you?

But if you watched carefully on every steps you took, you mightn't have kicked it.

Based on the statement above, can anyone tell me whether it is true that we can choose to fall in love or not to?

7/31/10

Inception! Salt!

Unforgettable Inception.
Unblinkable Salt.
Wow, they were just as awesome as their trailers.
Inception was the best of the best.
Salt was just.... hmm, didn't know how to describe.

Woots. Are you dying for it?

5/22/10

When will be the ending?

On the 22nd of April, I tried to reject the post that I got for carnival which is ketua but failed. I thought it will be alright for being a team leader for now because I thought I can learn something new. But you will never know what will happen next.

During the 2 months time before Carnival, I can say that I was experiencing the hardest time I've ever had in the past 16 years. The pressure, I had no idea where it comes from. All kinds of problems attacked you out of the blue.

Every leader has to face this kind of problem perhaps, the only difference is the way you solve these problems.
I thought I have done my mission after the Carnival, but then, I realized some serious problem has occured.

The problem comes from the game stall. Initially, we are giving away a MP3 if a person obtains 10 points in a game, but when we check the prices of the MP3 in Jusco, we know that we can't buy it, it is way too expensive. Because of it was just a day before carnival, we've got no time to go other places to find a cheaper MP3. So, I decided to wait after carnival and see if anyone will win. Well, after the Carnival, I was so tired and never think about it. No one else tell me if there is anyone win. I'd forgotten.

5 days after carnival, one of the member in charge told me that there is one guy had won the MP3. I was shocked, stunned there for a minute.
What I have said next was so very wrong. I said : Tell him that we didn't buy the MP3 please.
I shouldn't have say this. Damn it. But I think there is no other words can be replace then.
I didn't think about it after that, I thought what I have said is the solution of the problem.

Who knows, after a week, the member told me the guy is still asking her for the MP3. I didn't really answer her actually, because I don't know what to say! Maybe I was escaping the exist of the problem.
Until the day I met the guy, I know I can't escape the problem anymore, I have to face it. I apologized to him and said that I will find a gift for him as soon as possible. This is the only solution I could think of.

Sadly, it is not the end.
The guy complained everything about this to Mr.Lim. And of course Mr.Lim is mad, he wants to see the person in charge of this.

Great, I am the one.
I will be seeing Mr.Lim on Monday which is tomorrow, well, I am gonna die...

There is so many other reasons that I didn't buy a MP3, I am not cheating I swear to god.
If I ask my teammate to help me to buy, will they? I think not, that's a biggest problem of all time ever.

Can you lend me your shoulder? I just need to cry out loud.


5/8/10

July

Well, it's July.
I am scared.
I scared my time flies without informing me.
It's been 2 months since I last ''blogged''. But feel like it was just last week! OMFG!

I went to a interview today. For next year's AJK. I am not gonna talk about it. Nothing much to say because everything went quite well. =)

The hard thing was.. giving some comments on carnival day during the training.
When I was being asked: What is the good thing about your team?
I couldn't spit any word out of my mouth. Yes, couldn't find one. What a shame.
If I've got a second chance to handle a big project like this, I guess it would be a thousand time better than this.

Realizing that I spent most of my time for the club. Did I really think about what I wanted? Or I am just following people's philosophy: never give up.
Never give up is a good mind set but when you applied it on a wrong situation, the meaning changed.

My senior, Jiun Shyan, is going to start his new life in university tomorrow, good luck to him as well as other future doctor.

4/24/10

MMSKL

SMKB! KB!
''The overall MSSKL champion 2010 goes to SMK Kepong Baru!''
Even though I didn't get a medal, but I am extremely happy to see this.
We were so high, high to the max!

I got no time to upload photo, but wei xhen uploaded!
http://weixhen94.blogspot.com/2010/04/taekwondo.html
I have to go now, go to IR night later!
byes world

I LOVE TAEKWONDO.

4/22/10

2Days.

Pray to god that I won't get my sir's PVC-paip-kiss ass tonight in Pelapis training.
Pray to god that I won't hurt my leg again.
Pray to god that I'll have a good night to sleep.
Pray to god that I'll finish my work tonight!

4/20/10

COUNTDOWN

Do you know what it means?
''HEHE~hell yea, I am waiting for this Saturday! MSSKL, I am coming.''
................. ER, that's not what I am going to say.
I hoped this 4 days will pass like 4 years, let me get enough time to prepare myself.
Hoping that my leg can recover completely in this 4 days.
But in real fact, it wont, and I am freaking out.
All I can do is to take a deep deep breath, a nice one, and face the truth.

4/10/10

10 April 2010

Okay, today was a real tired day.
Didn't get enough rest yesterday after the marathon.
Woke up 6.30 in this morning for the gotong-royong.
Had cereal for my breakfast.
Cleaned the store room, and the taman angkat in school.
Skipped my training because of freaking exhausted legs.

Called my mom to send me home.
Don't wanna stay any longer in school.
Conked out on the chair while reading newspaper.
Woke up after 2 and a half hour.

Had my dinner, feed my dog,
And here I am.
Writing a boring blog like this.

My First Marathon Win.

Woohoo~ guess what, I got the 15Th for KB Marathon in Kelas 2!
I has not been receiving any medal from anyone since standard one. Oh Wow. It's been 8 years.
The moment when I stepped on to the ''stage'',
er, felt empty because I didn't know what to think and I was like dragging a worn out body to the stage.
6.3 kilometers! It can't be easily done if you don't have an exercise habit.
But I am extremely excited here that I actually got the medal with all the sweat.

Actually, I didn't dare to think more about if I can really get a medal before the marathon.
Hoped that I can get, but the main purpose is to lose weight.
I am going to fight in the MMSKL But I have to lose 1 kg in order to get into the category that I wanted.

Mental strength has to be stronger than physical strength
in order to get what you always wanted.

4/1/10

April Fools Day

Oh well. It's April.
OH MY GOD! I couldn't believe my ears when I asked for today's date.
I didn't quite know the dates of days.
Because something has turned our lives upside down.
Grandpa has gone.

And I've missed blogging badly, real bad.
Didn't touch the computer for one week. Great.
Luckily tonight I still get the chance to update my blog!

Monday was quite tired, didn't get enough sleep the night before it.
And I received a damn-shocking news, Ellan says oral test will be carry out next Monday.
FREAKING OUT.
He says we have got exactly 1 week to do preparation, but, I've got only 2 days.

Tuesday and Wednesday I was at my grandpa's funeral.
Thursday, er, I had no idea what was I busy about.
Friday, Hell! It's the day I should look for the materials that I need, But i didn't.
So I only left with Saturday and Sunday.

I will never know when am I gonna get over this ''phobia'', I scared of the oral test. Damn it, I really do.
I can't give the best answer on the spot. I can't perform very well under pressure. I JUST CANNOT! Why do we have oral test? Oh, Stupid.

I got fooled by Wan Qi on Thursday.
I got fooled because I was exhausted, I was blur, I was daydreaming, and I just woke up.I didn't realize until she said ''Happy April Fools Day!''
UGH!

I am sorry if you feel uncomfortable reading this post.

3/18/10

Remember Me Rorbert Pattinson

19/3/10 12pm.

OMG!!
My mom needs me to accompany her to a registration at The Mall.
I wake up at 7 in the morning, forced by her.
Feeling really exhausted because of yesterday's crazy-trip to 1U with my dearest friend.
To us, as a student, it is the worst kind of torture in this world EVER, can't get enough sleep after a day of watching movie, bowling, shopping.

Haha, look at this photo taken by Adeline.

I am not a huge huge fan of Robert Pattinson, and I didn't know why I ''kiss'' the poster.
The most scatty thing is, an Indian man was standing there staring at me.
HaHa, I don't care if he is really staring at me, so long as he is not the owner of the poster, didn't ask me to leave! TEEHEE~

But why do I feel sad that I haven't seen this movie. ARGH!
There are some options.
1ST, My Cousin.
But he would not like this kind of movie.
What is the point of asking him to accompany me to watch? And I will feel uncomfortable watching this with him... =.=

2ND, Watch it next week.
HA! Next week is my first monthly test, do you think my mom will let me out?

3RD, Do not waste money in cinema.
Wait for someone to upload the whole movie, and then download. But how long can I wait? Losing my patient.

CONCLUSION. I should watch it with my friend yesterday! How can I forget! UGH.

My god. Give me the chance to watch it please.
Don't you forget me, Robert Pattinson.

Now, it's time to get some sleep.

3/4/10

Brand new life


Teehee!~ What's so exciting, huh?
I got over the ''missing 3E'' sickness!
I won't forget where I come from.
For you, it might not be a big deal, but it was a very very big deal for me.
Can you believe it? I GOT OVER it.
It didn't take me long... or did it?
FIVE months. Is it long? I don't think it is very long.
Cause I don't actually feel the time is passing or... flying.
But you can change 2 or so girlfriend in 5 months if you want.
What, I am just saying, why so serious? =D

Everyone has proceeded to a brand new life, so did I.
I love my new class, I really do.

I borrowed 2 books from school library a couple of weeks ago.
They are ''Lottie Biggs is not mad'' and ''Wish you were here''.
Halfway through the story, I found that it is not as nice as Twilight but is definitely better than ''Kira-kira'' that I read last year.
Ugh, feel bored when it comes to book?
... I feel bored talking it here. So let's forget it.

Well. I WILL BE HANGING OUT WITH MY GANG TOMORROW AT 1U.
Yay! Damn so exciting! I can't wait!!
Hey hold on. Have I ask for my dad's permission?
OOHH NOO!!! I have not.
Whatever, I don't care what will be the answer, so long as my mom let me out. =D

So, Goodnight world.
''It's late at night and I can't sleep, missing you just runs too deep, oh god I know, I can make you see.''





2/10/10

What a miserable week for him.

He fell from mango tree, and broke his finger and right elbow.
I saw the bruise on his back when he takes off his shirt.
He does not smell good when there is tie da jow everywhere on his body. Eww.
Who do you think am I talking about?
Ugh, my poor dad.

That is just a part of OUR miserable week.
Granny will undergo an operation tomorrow
She fell down for her bike and lay unconscious on the street

Here is another story.
My grandpa admitted to a hospital this morning.
I don't know what's his problem
My dad have to stay in the hospital and take care my grandpa till he is back to home.

BY THE WAY, my dad has four brothers,
and I am just wondering why,
Why must my dad stay in the hospital till grandpa is alright?
Why can't they take turn to take care my grandpa?
If they gave a STUPID excuse for not staying there, why can't my dad just do the same thing to them?
Apparantly, I don't like them
This is not fair, this is stupid, it makes NO sense to me.
Who do they think they are? Big brothers?
I HATE their attitude

Things are not going the way it's supposed to be.
Come on, this Sunday is CNY,
They will be fine, I will be okay
Things will change.

1/16/10

I love Saturdays. It always surprises me.
Yesterday was a Saturday, but I felt uncomfortable. for no reason.

As usual, I went for my Taekwondo training at 12. It was fun at first, but felt tired when I returned home. I could feel that my stomach was complaining.
Had a big bowl of mee for lunch. After settle down, I laid on my bed and felt asleep.
I had a dream, but I just can't remember what was the dream about.
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Er, I don't know why I didn't post it out when it's done. I mean the ''draft'' above. Anyway, let's forget about it.

Today is 4th of February
Things seem going to be alright after a month of suffering
But I'm still trying to get used to everything, tuition, homework, sleeping time, study in different class with my friends and so on and on.

WE ARE CHASING TIME.
That's for sure
Wonder if I really don't know how to manage my time
or the time is getting faster and faster.

Here I am, with the homework undone
Again, I am using the computer without finishing my work.....

1/11/10

BUSY


Ugh!
Let us start with this.

Form 4 life doesn't seem any easy for me, four days of tuition every week, I only left Thusday free and I mostly spend my time for doing my homeworks.
Would I get a Free Saturday? The answer is NO. I've got my Taekwondo traning, my dog ( my job is to give her a bath ), watch movie of couse, I really got no time..

I am listening to my friend's woes lately.
What kind of woe is it? Of course, it's some kind of ''complicated'' relationship.
Everyone know how it feels like to be a main character in a complicated relationship, I suppose. However, she will never find the perfect way to solve this, I am talking about PERFECT. Someone's gonna get hurt anyway. Orh, I am sorry.

This ''hectic'' life doesn't stop me from thinking how great my Form 3 was. I really miss my Form 3 life, the people, teachers, friends, table. Okay. Stop, that's enough for me to go insane.

Running out ...of control

1/2/10

Put yourself in someone else's shoes

''You put yourself in other peoples shoes and see how it feels to be them and then handle a situation accordingly'' this is what I got when I took a attitude test on Facebook, it is not all of the description, but the part that makes me think more. And there is so many questions.

What if your word hurts? Have you ever found yourself feeling like you've got no soul? Hiding in your room and the tears keep pouring out without a break? Well, if there is a chance, will you change?

Today was my first day of school.
''How was it?'' ''What class are you in?'' ''Do you like your class?''
These are the questions I get asked by my mom, I couldn't tell if it was nice, I couldn't tell if I really like my class, I couldn't.. uh.. yea, I did tell my mom what class I am in.
Wondering why must teacher give homework as a "warm up'' at the first day.

Can't believe time really flies like they say.

1/1/10

Purpose for starting this blog

Hi there!!~ This is my very first time writing a blog, I have no idea if anyone will ever read this, it's okay anyway. First off, the main point of writing this blog is to improve my English writing, and uh, something I'd like to share =D.
It's 1st January 2010, I have to wonder-if I can keep writing a blog at least once a week until the end of 2010? Oh no, the answer is probably no, anyway, I'll try my best to ''reach my goal''. I listen to radio lately, and I found that-DJs like to play the same song over and over again ( like Tik Tok by Kesha *forgive me* ), it makes me a little bit sick of the song. Maybe it's my fault, I shouldn't let the radio on the whole day.
Well, it's enough for today I think. Tomorrow I'll be back!

Quote of today
All of the animals except for man know that the principle business of life is to enjoy it.-- Samuel Butler